When it rains, it pours
Well, I've had a very interesting weekend so far. Besides my packing & moving which has taken my mind off some terrible things that have occured. I've had some strange, out-of-the-blue disturbances happen to me these past few days. First, the guy that I've been dating tells me to date other guys, o.k. I'll get into that some other day, or maybe I just won't...Second, my car is keyed by some evil , nasty being out there. I don't understand how anyone could be so cruel, it makes me sick everytime I think about it. Either someone really hates me, or this was a random act of insanity & big time anger on someone's part that I don't know of...Third there were rumors being spread about me from this guy that likes me. He is definitely a delusional character, who has substance abuse problems & has harassed me. Since I did not reciprocate his feeling's towards me, he wanted to start some trouble between my friends & I, which he has tried to do before....and it's just so-not-cool.
This is stuff I literally went through in high school, well not really. Is it because people like that weirdo-rumor guy have issues or haven't grown up & want to lure me into their dramatic lives? What the frig' is goin' on?!? I think I may have a weirdo-magnet on my forehead or something! Seriously it is scary when you have to be on guard & watch your back because there are weirdo's lurking everywhere...kind of makes you wonder, do we have to start asking people to fill out an application & run a background check on them before we start a friendship, relationship or even say a 'hello'?!
I do know that I have deleted those people who have negative energy around them & who bring me down. I was already sad over the guy I was dating the last couple of months, then feeling violated over my car being keyed that is going to cost me at least $1,200.00, and then these freak-azoids who have nothing better to do but talk about me, my friends, stalk & harass me?!?
I'm going to be smart & make a brand new start...really am. I will only associate with people who care about me as I do them, and who are positive influences in my life. I think that I try to see the good in people, and have lots of patience but it's just not right when people take advantage of those qualities in anyone & mistreat them. It's definitely not good, it's bad karma...very bad.
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